Moved~!

I'm not dead!
I went to A-Kon and had TONS of fun! Met lots of amazing people including my cosplaying idols!
I even had fans myself! WHICH TOTALLY TRIPPED ME OUT!
I didn't think I was that good, but I guess I was better than I thought.

I cut my bangs! Now I've got straight bangs that hide my eyebrows~ ;D
The only problem is, I know I don't own this hair style, but it kinda pisses me off when I do something and two or more other people start doing the same.
My friend did her's like mine along with her sister after I did mine. D:
Stuff like this always happens with me, I know I should be used to it, but I'm not.
When I started wearing eyelashes, that same person along with another started doing the same.
I started wearing circle lens they did the same.
I dressed differently and the other tried doing the same.
I fixed my old hairstyle a certain way and another did the same.
I decorated my phone and people did the same.
I painted a Hello Kitty design on my nails and others tried too.
I did my makeup a certain way and so did they.
I get lighter hair and now they want the same too.
Get what I'm saying? It happens A LOT.

I'm no longer going to be posting on Blogger, I've been on tumblr now which is why I haven't been posting.
My new blog on tumblr is HERE.

SUMMER TIME!

Summer time! You wouldn't believe how happy I am! No more work for a while!

BUT! A-Kon is just six days away! SO EXCITED! (*___*)
I've got to get to finishing my cosplay outfit! FAST! All week I'll be working on it, so I'll try posting when I can. Maybe some progress photos?

~NaNa

Still not dead!

Not dead yet! I've already started on my exams so that took time away again. I've gotten almost every project done. I got a 90 on my art portfolio! That surprised me so much! I would've gotten a higher grade if I had my sketchbook with me though! ):
Besides school stuff I've noticed how I'm kinda looking at a different style again... I still everything hime but you know me, always switching. Though I never did have a specific style, hence the title of my blog, Metamorphosis! Today I went to church with my mom, her boyfriend and his parents, but seeing how that'd be a bit awkward I brought my friend Desire with me.
After we went to KoMart! I was so excited I gave myself a headache. LOL
There were so many Asians! They were all speaking Korean, which seemed only natural since the plaza had nothing but Korean stores all around it, inlcuding KoMart.
Sadly, all we bought were sweets.. Japanese sweets. Didn't entirely make sense to Desire and me, but whatever.
Until next time!

~NaNa

Super Busy!

I know I said I'd post, but I honestly I don't have time right now. D: I've got tons of projects to finish for school, which I just finished my art portfolio last night and turned in today. Yay~ one thing off my shoulders. I had to remake a short story for my English class, so I rewrote Rapunzel and drew/painted pictures as well. c: Really cute pictures too! I'll scan them later when I have time and post a few. Until then, goodbye!

Hate that line by eye. D:

Show Some Support

I know I haven't been active at all lately, school's taking it's toll on me since it's coming to an end, but I'd like to share a link with everyone who reads my blog. I found out today while reading my DeviantArt message box about a law that was going to be passed in Uganda that would have every homosexual killed. I strongly support every human for whatever sexuality they may be, so this completely stunned me. Thousands are signing a petition to help stop this, and right now it's almost at 1,500,000 which is the goal. Just some more are needed, so I'd like you to sign this, just like I did. All you have to do is put down your email, first name, country, and postal code. The cellphone box is not needed. Please sign it as well! Every vote counts!

Not Dead!

Okay! I'm not dead! My health has gotten much better, but I've been really busy with school stuff like working on my portfolio and last projects for the year. Plus, I've taken to going out with my friends for a while. c: Can't go without that.

Look at what my friend gave me! <3

I'll update more when something interesting happens. (^O^)

Dun Dun Dun!

Sick AGAIN!! Again I say? Why, yes, AGAIN. I went to see the doctor today and they drew blood from my arm. Ouch. They also gave me a shot in the hip. Double ouch. My mom got the same done to her since she was practically stuck with everything I had/have as well. After I got home my right ear started hurting and still does! Plus my hip still hurts a bit. D: WHY DO I HAVE THE WORST IMMUNE SYSTEM EVER?! WHY?!

Side note: I'm still getting compliments on my hair which is nice, but my mom still asks when am I dying it "back to normal". My response? "Hmm... whenever I feeeeeeel like it~ ...which is probably never. So yeah." She gets mad, but it's my head, my hair, my money I spent for the color so I am NOT going to change it now.

Palty Super Flash Sparkling Blonde!

I'm feeling much better than I did before! I went to school today and all was fine, except for one thing...
Everyone I knew, and some I didn't, kept petting my head! Why? I used the Palty Super Flash Sparkling Blonde! I love the way my hair turned out! I was kind of scared at first but that all went away when my hair dried after rinsing it. Everyone was telling me today how much  it suited me and somehow made my face lighter instead of darker like it should have. I was a bit worried about that, but no more!
I went to my math class and since my math teacher passed out some papers to everyone except me, I got up and picked them up like I should. As I walked back to my seat this one guy stops me, grabs my hands in his two hands as he sat there and I stood there and started complimenting my hair! Awkward! He asked if I found it awkward and of course I said yes, but that was happening a lot today so all was good. He's the guy who had TWO fox tails on his bag! TWO! I want one so bad! Anyway, back on track; this girl joined in along with him so I stood there with my hands being held as I got complimented in the middle of class. The guy then said how it was a color he'd never seen anyone have before and that I pull it off well! (^////^) Then the girl followed along with saying, "You're right! It like.. has its own.. color.. like.. not blonde.. but... you know.. honey.. gold.. blue.. purple.." Kinda odd, but I thanked them both and scurried off to my seat.
And now here's my photo!

Sorry the shot isn't so great. This was taken as I was about the choke from trying not to cough. (^  ^; )

D: I've got ugly under eyes! But oh well. (= 3=) That is something to deal with later..

TIRED OF THIS!

Obviously I have the worst immune system in my family. Once again, I'm sick. I've got a super gross sore throat that doesn't allow me to use my voice for pretty much anything. My voice will come out but then start cracking and fading. (Q o Q) It hurts like hell too! I've got a running nose, I cough up mucus, my eyes are all puffy from crying like no tomorrow for no apparent reason and I'm having major stomach and back pains as well. I've been popping pills like a crack queen since Thursday because my mom isn't here. D': She left Thursday to go out of town with her boyfriend and won't be back till sometime tomorrow. It's Saturday right now. This sucky state that I'm in really makes me miss my mom! She always knows what to give me to make all my illnesses go away, but she's not here right now so I've been stuck in bed this whole time. I went to school on Thursday, not feeling so good, and Friday I was sent home early because I was feeling too bad. Now it's just gotten worse!

On a brighter side, my Dolly Wink eyelash case came along with the two boxes of Palty Sparkling Blonde hair dye I bought. They came in just a few days after I ordered them. I was so happy~ together I only paid 24 USD with free shipping! I'll post the pictures once I'm feeling a bit better and I'll post the result of the hair dye as well. I couldn't wait to dye my hair since my sister was home and she's always dying it for me, we did it the same night the dye came. My hair looks nice in my opinion, but my sister and I are going to wait a few weeks then go to Sally's and buy some bleach to even everything out.

Circle Lens, Eyelashes and More!

My new headphones I ordered online! They sound so good~ (T v T)

 

 

My Tortoro earbuds also came in the same day!

I drew a big on the paper I had my art piece on as I worked, but as you can see, there's this mutated fish going to eat it. Why? Two friends of mine decided they wanted it that way. (Q v Q) Poor piggy!

This is the finished product of my chalk pastel piece.

Another doodle on the paper. I contributed to this one. I had the bright greenish chalk pastel so I drew bows on their heads. <3

I colored/drew myself with chalk pastel~

My bag came too~

A bird laid it's eggs in a nest it built in a plant my dad has hanging outside. Odd place to put a nest...

I thought it was packaged so cool. xD

My two favorite snacks: Pocky and Hello Panda

One of the bentos I made. I lack creativity in the mornings.

My contacts came from Honey Color last night! I got Geo Angel Gray.

My Dolly Wink no.1 eyelashes came two days ago~

Here I am with both my circle lens and my eyelashes on. <3

Dolly Wink!

I ordered some Dolly Wink eyelashes online a week ago and they came already! I'll post pictures of them next time! ;D

Post It

I had my post ready to post up with the pictures I promised and all.. but no. It failed to let me post. Why? I don't know! (T o T) So I'll do that later when I have free time. I'll be super busy this weekend with tons of projects for school so not much will be posted. This whole week has been busy actually. It's crazy! I've got to touch-up drawing, finish a huge perspective drawing, draw a damn soccer drawing for a calender, do my biology project, and I'm pretty sure I've got another sketch book assignment. (@___@)
On the bright side I am almost finished with a chalk pastel piece in my design class so once that's done with its touch-ups I'll snap a photo of it and show how it looks. Chalk pastels are really really messy. It's always all over my face and hands/arms when I'm done for the day. That means no white. I can hardly wear white at school because of the fact that it'll get ruined with the materials I use. Speaking of never wearing, I can not, and I repeat, can NOT have nice nails at school anymore. They always get ruined! An art student like me cannot have nice nails for a while. my naturally long nails have broken a few, so now I've clipped them all again. And with all that crap going on my hands it ruins my nail art and peels it away. Depressing!

What the Hell!

I got home from school today and what do I see? My Ciel Phantomhive wig all trashed! Like it had been thrown around the floor and kicked then tossed back onto my wig head! Naturally, I get mad because the only people home were my older siblings and none own up to it. What happens then? My mom gets upset with me! As always; it's nothing new. Nothing. New. Why? Because she sucks. No one is allowed to get mad at my sister because my mom's a push over and lets her laze around our house with no job. At 18 she still can't hold a job! It frustrates me!
I went to kitchen as well to get the left overs I had from a restaurant and guess what? Pretty obvious. That was gone too. Why? My older brother ate his and then mine out of boredom just like he always does. I knew I should have packed it up for lunch, but no. I didn't. Now it's gone without me getting a single bite.
What next? Someone tore open my imported Japanese waffle cookies that I bought and ate them as well...
Obviously nothing good had happened for me today. At all. I'm done ranting for now. Thanks.

I'll get to posting up those pictures I never did before soon. I've already got them on my desktop, just gotta get them sorted.

I Need A Job

My laptop is kind of broken.. Last night, like the idiot I am, I put it on top of the arm rest of the sofa to get the door because it rang, and when I did so.. it fell. I've dropped it before, so I didn't think much and just picked it up and went back to getting the door. When I got back to it.. poof. I turned it on and it would stay at the HP start up logo page... My mom and I took out the battery and put it back in to see if it would help, but it didn't! We turned it on and left it alone for a while and it did change to another page, but this page said something about something failing.... I was so crushed! I've had that laptop for years now! Maybe five or six years.. maybe seven...
Now it's time for me to get a job to replace my broken love! D': I will work hard and get myself a new laptop! ( T o T )

Paper Crane Wishes

 My Drawing I teacher had us make paper cranes all week for homework. She told us that every time when we're folding a crane we were to make a wish. I folded quite some bit and wished for the best for Japan every time. I still hope everyone who's missing is found. Everyone who has lost their homes will be sheltered. And everyone who's lost someone is covered with love. Please be safe and live life well while you still can.

School Update~

Part of a project I was working on for school a while back. :3 I really liked this one, but sadly I forgot to snap a full picture before it got sent off for a contest. (T o T)

The almighty camera I was talking about last time! It really is a simple handmade camera! We took more pictures today, but I'm too tired to scan the ones I took. I'll do that next time.
You can also kind of see my new nail design. It's Hello Kitty with a pink leopard print. I'll probably change it again this weekend if I'm not too busy with school work.

I'm at the top, but I covered my face because I didn't like the way it came out. Desire is at the bottom.
We took pictures of the newly painted picnic benches in the green room of our school. Every now and then someone will go and paint every single 5 or 6 benches with a new design. This one was our favorite. The whole table was set up with plates with forks and knives and seat cushions! So cute! And there's another picture of the camera. :3

Working Out

Hello, everyone~ The title is true, I've started working out a bit. Every Monday and Wednesday my step mom takes me to the gym with her that's right by my school. I've only gone for a short while, but I'm still doing what I must when I'm not there on those days. I've chosen to eat healthier too, which means no junk food, sweets or soda! I haven't had any since I decided on this.
I told Desire about what I was doing with my step mom and now she and her mom have joined our gym too! It's so much more fun to work out with someone than being all by yourself! The song I run to every time is SNSD's Run Devil Run. I listen to both the Korean and Japanese versions since I've got both on my iPod. :3 Of course once the song ends I'll go to Big Bang and their newest songs since they're so upbeat and help me keep going.
My mom tried tempted me today... I came home from my dad's house and my mom had just come home with food. She gave me two choices, a chicken sandwich and fries or a salad...
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Of course I chose the salad! SHE WON'T BEAT ME DOWN! \( ^ O ^ )/

Why did I decide on working out? It wasn't just something that randomly hit me, it was something that had been hitting me for a long, long time.
Every time my older sister, older brother or younger brother would get upset with me they'd constantly call me fat, ugly, chubby, etc. Every. Single. Time. What's worse is that my own mom would do the same. She agree with them or call me names too when she was mad at me. When I told her how my dance teacher at school praised me for trying harder in class she told me, "Good. Lose weight." Yeah, doesn't look bad in text, but she said it with the nastiest attitude anyone had ever used on me.
My sister pushed me to my limit. She told me one day that I was so fat and that I'd never change. I told her that I could change my physical appearance into something better, but her way of thinking would never change and would always remain ugly. Of course, she didn't believe me. She told me that what I said was a complete lie for me, that I'd only get bigger and bigger and never stop. She even told me she hoped I cried myself to sleep that night. I cried, it was only expected, but only for a while until I set my mind straight on what had to be done. I wiped away my tears and called up my step mom to tell her about what had happened and how I was going to show my sister that I could, and that I would change my appearance. I would rub it in her face to show that I would work hard for a better body, not for her, but for myself.
And so I've begun. I've been packing my lunch to school lately with tons of fruits and vegetables instead of eating the unhealthy school food. I already feel like I've got more energy in my body! I hope I see changes soon!

Bento Bento

Even though I did make my bento nice and cute.. I forgot to take a picture of it! I felt so bad after I began eating it during my lunch break! I had also forgot my camera and my Lg Dlite phone doesn't have good camera quality so there really was no hope. (; o ;)

I'm going to make another tomorrow for lunch though so I'll take a picture of it in the morning before I put it away and I'll make sure to put my camera in my bag before I sleep tonight! 

On a side note, I've got allergies! Spring is no good for me! I always get a runny nose. (= A=) And stress from school still makes me grind my teeth without realizing I am until the headache forms! </3

Just last Friday and Saturday it was nice and hot, feeling like summer and all, Sunday it got a bit cold, but nothing that I thought I would have to worry about. Today.. Super cloudy and cold.. that eventually led to sprinkling outside! I had no clue, so I didn't bring a sweater or an umbrella! That didn't help at all so now I've got the sniffles because of the weather! 

Of course.. I do have a bad immune system, so that may also be the cause too. I don't think normal people would catch a cold so easily.

On the bright side, since I'm in an arts magnet and part of the visual arts cluster, my second period class, Elements of Media, changes every now and then. I've got a drawing and design class every day on both A and B day, which is fun I guess, but what art class I like the most right now is my photography class! It's now my second period class on A days and I just started it today. We learned how to use these handmade cameras! They were made out of oatmeal cylinder containers! They really are fascinating! Next A day I'll be sure to take a picture of one before class starts. ( ^ o ^ )

 This is the first photo I took! Clearly it's not that good, since my friend Vivian's head is missing and all you can see is her hand on the can and her little cupcake ring, which is that randon dot by the branches. I should leave it out longer next time.
The camera is just an oatmeal container with a hole poked in it and a piece of film paper behind it and yet it takes pictures! I was truly fascinated when it showed. Once again, I'll show you a picture of the camera next time.